Get To Know Yourself Better! :)

Guys, I got a web from a good friend, and this is a good thing to share. You guys should try it, to get to know ourselves better! ;)

here's the link:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

and this is my result,

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. ( NO I DON'T. HAHAHA. THIS PART IS WRONG! HAHAHA) The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


well, most of them is scarily true! =)
that is why I can say this one is accurate.

try yours!
xoxo.

Coffey Anderson - Better Today

This is really a great song, I got this song from my friend's wedding. She was using this song while she's walking through the aisle, and she is as young as me and she is married.

I wish you happiness :')
a recommended song, especially for a wedding song!
enjoy!

[Verse 1]
To see your face, to hear your voice
And oh, to touch you is a dream come true
So I'm standing here, with my hand held out
Knowing that your love will never fade, I stand amazed without a doubt

[Chorus]
And I wanna hear your voice, in the morning when I rise
I think I know I'm just a normal man, only made of sand except when you're by my side
Will you love me, teach me, don't leave me I pray
And when I, and I'm thinking of the times
Your hands in mine, together we will stay
You made me better today
Better than I was before
And now my heart can rest and I will search no more
You made me better today, today, today

[Verse 2]
My heart has wings
Oh you take me away
And every prayer I've ever prayed was answered today
So I'm standfing here, with my hand held out
Knowing that my love will never leave
My hearts on my sleeve and now I believe

[Chorus]
And I wanna hear your voice in the morning when I rise
I think I know I'm just a normal man, only made of sand except when you're by my side
Will you love me, teach me, don't leave me I pray
And when I, and I'm thinking of the times
Your hands in mine, together we will stay
You made me better today
Better than I was before
And now my heart can rest and I will search no more
You made me better today

[Verse 3]
I stand proclaimed, true love is here to stay
I stand proclaimed, forever starts today
Today...
You made me better today
Than I was before
And now my heart can rest and I will search no more
Cuz you made me better today, than I was before
And now my heart can rest
And I will search no more
You made me better today
Today...
Made me better today.

Listen the song through youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbT52BhaMxc&feature=related

At last !

hey bloggie,
im back to reality, after 3 weeks full of dreamy dreams & imagination,
finally Dot is going back to New Zealand, a bit sad, yes, for sure, crying for a day, being hugged the whole day, even I didnt get satisfied, well, human being, never feel satisfied, and yep that's me.

So today, I go to the airport to let didot goes back to his sheep land. To be honest, at that time, when he went to the immigration part, i am about cry. yes, i am. But suddenly his mom was crying, then I am freezed & I forgot I wanna cry. HAHAHAHA.
*thanks tante* or otherwise I will cry like a kiddie.

Well, it's not a really goodbye. He'll be back 4 months later hehehehe. So, no need to cry. Because we both know this is the situation that we've to face together. Remember what he said, love has no distance, love has no distance.
These past few weeks was really great. I went to his brother's engagement, took him to meet my closest friends and extremely happy he clicks with my friends, going around Jakarta, trying some good food & as the result I gain 3 kilos *crying*, and he took me to meet his New Zealand friends and it is great time too, going around for my family & his family meetings, and everything.. just like I said, these 3 weeks really AH-MA-ZINGG :) thankyou baby..

psst psst.. thanks for the early birthday prezzie babee.. I Love It & I'm wearing it now, will always :*

I'll see you few months later,
and this one will be the longest holiday ever! :D

Love you in distance,
Miss you in miles.


Together,
At Last.

i want this week to go smoothly.

heyhoooooo ♥

finally after a long tough yet happy week i'm dragging myself to write a blog.

*thinking hard what to write from my lazy bed*

I have LOTS to share & I got confused where to start.

owkay, i'm trying to make it in order, so last 2 weeks Dot is coming back to Jakarta. YES!

hahahahaha. He's here for 3 weeks & this will be his last week in Jakarta. well, a bit sad, but YES, i know this is the risk that we've to take. oh yea, i forgot to tell that I got him as my boyfriend now :)) made it official on Sunday, 20th of June in the early morning. and yes, he made my day at that time. it is a bit harder to schedule my time where my mind & my heart wanna go meet him almost everyday, but in reality I do realize I have to study & finish everything for the final project. yea, but until today, everything's good & got its portion. and I am extremely happy.

why am i happy? sure because didot is in town, and because I am accompanied by him almost everyday, having a same time zone which is very very helping & relaxing at once, seriously, so much better than 6 hours different time, and the last, I am not alone every night before I wanna go to sleep, I got someone calling me, saying goodnight & talking for a while, feels like I wanna fly high away (i know this is too much drama HAHA), and he does it, without failing!

and off course, the other thing is: I got my final project almost done, 4 days left, then I & Yovi will have our oral defense session, feelin both happy & thankful because I & Yovi made it without having any fights, you know, sometimes it's hard dealing something with bestfriend, afraid of competition, afraid of someone who's going higher or something else, but I got nothing on that. We are just so click & thinking into others' feeling, and I feel grateful for that :) and the most important thing: Me & her, always wanna do EVERYTHING to get the best, the best for our last fight.

I am also happy because boyfriend is getting along with some of closest friends. I never feel this good. I mean, I can go out & enjoying Saturday night without forgetting my friends, he knows where to put himself, always makes everyone around laughing, got a good sense of humour & interacting with others, I never feel this good! well, I got a lot of considerations for sure why I am finally choosing him. Only God, me & yovi. HAHA. accidentally got a deep talk with yovi, from A to Z, you know it baby. hahahaha.

well, i am writing this blog with a big smile in my face, not really good in sharing feeling in words. i just can say that i am happy & grateful for my life.

What I am wishing right now:

♥ My final project, will be absolutely successfull. And yovita's too :)

♥ I'll be accompanied by boyfriend on that day & i think Leo will come too, support from beloved persons hopefully will make everything works.

♥ Going to enjoy the last Saturday night with beloved before finally he has to be back to reality on Sunday evening, no i'm not going to cry *fingers crossed*

♥ Graduation day. I do hope on the mid of November/early December so that dot can come,amin!

♥ And, the last, enjoying the end of the year with Didot's stay for a long shift in Jakarta! yeaaaayy!

and again, i am thankful for everything I have in my life.

All Over Again =)

Someday, we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain.

We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge,

but letting things unfold in their own way and own time.

After all,

What matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our life

which shows how well we ran the race.

So smile, laugh, FORGIVE, believe and LOVE

all over again.

-unknown-

Completed.

i thank God for my whole life,
for every single days He gave me through,
for a great superb family,
for super bestfriends, i just can't mention you one by one, you guys are the greatest, you know who you are, when I need someone to share, holding on, telling stories, helping me through broken hearted, keep telling me that life is still good, thankyouu

and it makes me happier knowing that nowadays I am not alone anymore (:
i got someone to rely on,
i got my big baby to take care of,
and it feels so good to be falling in love, all over again.

i'm not saying this is the last one (we always hope so,i do hope too),
i'm not saying i won't dealing with broken hearted again (i probably will, because fallin love equals to take a risk),
but I guarantee that this 2nd one will be a mature & growing love,
learn from mistakes & not repeating it again,

and the most important thing is: I always feel that I am being loved. He shows to the world, to his big family, to his bestfriends, to his mates, to everyone he knows, that I am someone very important in his life, taking me for what I am, complete my disabilities, always want to stay with me through the worst, and,
never say i'm QUIT and always say we never know if we're not trying!

and if everybody said LD equals to Long Distance,
he said LD equals to Love has no Distance ;)

so, thankyou,
i have a Big God,
i got a great family,
i am being loved,
i got bestfriends,

and this is what I wanna say,
C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E

:)


xoxo.

A Good Time at Church =)

Regarding to Pastor Jerry Stott preaching last Sunday at my church, I want to share these good words to you all. Hope it'll be a bless for you & everyone who reads this.

Last Sunday, as usual, I went to church with sister mom & dad. I always called Sunday as a family day, because we went to church together, we have our lunch at somewhere else besides home & have our family quality time. talking with dad about schools, future, scholarship, talking with sister about study, gossip, life lately, and also with mom who always being a 'kepo' person. so, when we (me,sister&dad) in a good end of telling stories, she finally asked, "apaan si? mami ga denger -___-" owkay and we've to repeat all of the stories or she will be mad at us ;p

back to my point,
so Pastor Jerry was preaching about How to rejoice in the middle of struggle.
this is cliche, how could we find a joy in the middle of the desert? how could we smile & laugh in the middle of hurted feelings/sad? and this preaching is getting more interesting.

James 1:3
"Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience."

James 1:12
"Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hats promised to them that love him."

Through the verses, i learned:
- God wants to make us
- Trials make us even stronger and show the real us
- Struggle makes us being a different person and a new-born man

and this is the most important:
God provides us joy. God provides us problems too. So when we finally find a big struggle, that is when we find the biggest grace from God. trust me, it works & it is really true! =) been there.

See, there is always a big cost for something great. No matter how it looks like, never give up, always walk with Jesus because believe this word & say in your heart: He will carry me through. Holy spirit comes when we have trials and they comfort us when we're hurting. When you're in the worst part of your life and in a feeling of suffering, that is when God's hands work the BEST.

God will stand for you, when we're and when I am almost fall to the ground & feels like we cannot standing high.
You will have your time of struggle, how you handle it? Know your level of Christianity. No matter what, said: I Love You Jesus, I trust You.

and I will stand high with You, keeping my faithful faith.
because nothing compares to the promise I have in You.


:)


LOVE,


Jovanzka~