Tribute to Budi Soehardi as CNN HEROES

i feel so happy FINALLY there's something to be proud from Indonesia =) so, this picture was taken at Kodak Theatre exactly November last year at the Thanksgiving Celebration at USA.

Lemme introduce you to : Budi Soehardi ( and again, another persons named Budi does a great JOB )
He works as a pilot and has 3 children & 1 wife for sure ;) He is chosen as 1 of 10 Heroes Award at CNN ! How great ! Kate Hudson gave him the award ! wooooo..

He is awarded with that HEROES because of his kindness. and now, he is a father of 48 children at Roslin Orphanage, he takes care the orphanage with his family. They have a personal relationship with each one, and consider them part of their family. The couple named many of the children since they entered the orphanage as babies, some of them are tiny victims and refugees from the conflict in East Timor.

He has three children of his own but says there is no difference between what he supplies for his own children and those living at the orphanage. They all get clean living spaces, vaccinations, food, clothing and vitamins from the United States.
and so happy that he is a proud Christian =)

this is the video I got from Youtube, you can watch it at Youtube also,

i cry when i see this video, especially when he said,
"I am far from the hero, but let me introduce the real HERO in my life, my wife, Peggy.."

huhuhuhu.. must be so happy to be his wife, and also another 3 HEROES, his 3 childrens.

so glad that in this crazy life, there's still a good & humble person like you, Sir Budi =)

Indonesians must be so PROUD of you ! You're such a good inspirational person for us.

busy baby

it's been a long time im not blogging.. been so busy latelyyyyy.. busy of final project for sure !!! the dateline is 14th of June and we have to complete & submit everything.. filling the form etc etc.. hope everything's going smooth.

my life?
it is good lately ;) im doing great, feeling so blessed & thankful for my whole life now, i mean, having some good friends near me, having someone who cares so much & someone to take care of too, having a super great family with one little dog (not so little anymore) and chiripa is now sleeping in front of me, having a great older sister who always there & listens to me whatever it takes, having inspirational people surround me that bring positive mind to me & always learn of being positive things & learn from mistakes, ahhh, i cant explain one by one, i just feel so grateful for everything and above all, i always have a great God who'll never leave me alone and never forget me ( sorry God if I always forget to say thankyou everytime i feel too happy for life / forget to pray everytime i am too sleepy, dear God forgive me sins :p )

in conclusion, my life is good. having lots of people who love me, not saying that im not facing problem though, but still, problems will just make me even stronger to face the world & i know im being so much better and one step ahead! :D
i thankyou God for everyone whom I have in my life now,
i thankyou God for everyone who ever come into my life & has gone, it doesnt make me sad & knocked out, it only makes me learn and makes me even stronger, i do not regret anything/everything that ever happens in my life because i know it is His best plan to make me learn something,
i thankyou God for problems, lost, presence, it makes me knowing how rich I am,
and the last,
i thankyou God for precious persons in my life, my life is just perfect now, it's more than enough for me, hopefully those precious persons will always stay in my life & i won't ever ever feeling lost anymore
*fingers crossed*

so thankyou God for these wonderful journey of life.

well, it's almost 2 and i have class tomorrow morning & i have to drive a long way,
till we meet again.

L.O.V.E~

Disney on Ice.

FINALLY, last Friday, i watched Disney on Ice with friends & beloved people =) it was really nice ! The show was quite good, too bad there were no Princess characters at the Disney =( hopefully next year there will be Princess ! hehehehe..
i watched the show with my friends & beloved people. here they areeee :

this is Indra & Melinda :) my uni friend & highschool friend

This is Diah & her boyfriend ! hehe..

This is yovee & steffuii ;)

and this is me & my lecturer =P well, it's kinda weird to say lecturer. owkay, this is Miss Maya. She came with her mother & Marcia too ! But it looks like mommy is happier than Marcia & grandma =P

and this is some pictures that i took when the show was running :

and this is my Minnie Mouse !! :D





and after the show's finished, we still took some pictures,

with the Stitch, Incredibles, Donald Duck + Goofy

then we're going to Seven Eleven near Grand Indonesia to buy Slurpe & had a quick dinner together ;)

it's always feel great to share some good times with friends & beloved.

:)

CAN'T WAIT !!!

4 Persons You'll Meet In Your Life.

Life is the process of finding love, every person will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. Well, it is possible too if they're the same one. Remember that whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.

The one you love most doesn't love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore,
he really doesn't love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you.
You must ask yourself if you still love him, if you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness,
and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him.
And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possessive, Love is like the moon.
You can't just take it down and put it in your basin.
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in you life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.
You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test.
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, they love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry.
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.

Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching.
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.


:)
That is why we said that LOVE is the most complicated one, is it true?
yes it's true i guess !

The Commercial !

so, wanna share my experience here,
last week, i got an opportunity to experience a commercial making for Giant Bintaro, dont even know that this commercial will publish / not, i just enjoy every moments that i shared with some good highschool friends ! =D

we started to work from 0700PM - 0800AM. it was extremely tiring yet FUN !
and thanks to Josii for the pictures, the Unilever people said that we're not allowed to put some pictures on facebook/anywhere else, so i'll just put few photos here.
from the shooting progress i learn to appreciate Indonesian Artists, especially for the stripping movie, TWO THUMBS UP. it's really hard to make 1 scene & i have to do 20-28 takes just to make a less than 10 minutes commercial, and i was like WHAT ?! well, got a great experience, meet some new friends, and highschool friends for sure, so i'll say that it was really a moment worth to remember ;)





still have lots of pictures in my lappie, later i'll upload after they're allowed me too :)

When I Look At You~

when i look at you,
FINALLY,
i know that i am not alone

when i look at you,
i find my way back home

when i look at you,
i realize that you appear just like a dream

and YES,
it is when i look at you


:)

work & future ?

while most of my bestfriends or let's say close friends are doing their work now,
here i am, still stuck with my thesis / final project.
not because im stupid,
not because im not clever enough,
not because im lazy,
yet because this stupid campus esp my major doesnt provide a 3 1/2 years programs
and it sucks ! uhhhh..

feeling so moody lately just because of thinking my future, well, it's not that serious i guess ;) let's make it simple.

i planned to take my master at SHMS Switzerland,
find the French course, learning French, went to the agent to take care the visa & passport & everything. It was really settle & i'm pretty sure i'll go there. and all of a sudden, everything seems to be blur just because the Diploma title is not valid or as equal as bachelor, so the uni said ( after i sent the transcript & everything ), i have to add 1 more year ( which is mean 2 years of study ) there to equal the bachelor title. and i just said D*MN. searched for some help, went to campus & lecturer and STILL. it's not working, and suddenly i've lost my faith =( just because it will be a costly master program & also a longer study. uhhh, 1 year is enough !

STUDY IN SWITZERLAND : CANCELLED. i guess til now. hikss.

and, talked to some friends & cousins, searching for another country to study, thinking of taking the Commerce Marketing ( i think it'll be more challenging ) and the choice comes to London. Don't even know why London ?! they said it is the center of Marketing things ( eventhough i just heard it ). Again & again, asking 1 of my sister's friend who is studying there, she doesnt really know about the uni, but i think it will be so much fun if i could study there, and again after I see the living cost there, no way. It's way too expensive. Eventhough i know my dad could pay the whole things for me, i just feel insecure & keep blaming myself for this costly fee.

STUDY IN LONDON : GOOD BYE :(

FINALLY, came to the last option ( which is my 1st option since the first time i wanna study abroad ) but my dad keeps telling me that Sydney is not cool, too much Indonesians and blablablabla.. until i think the same way just like he told me. and, when i dont have any other options, i talked much with my cousins there, She's Australian now, and she is absolutely supporting me in every aspects to study there. but it is always a matter of time, because Australia master program is minimum of 2 years, when Switzerland offers me only 1 year if it's not because the Diploma title *shit* uhhhhhh. i feel im taking a wrong step, i should take the Diploma 3 from the 1st so i dont waste my time. yaa, barely cant say anything right know since i am already on my way to the finish line.

STUDY IN SYDNEY : STILL QUESTIONABLE --

doing my final project now, I & my partner start thinking of doing a new business. yep, the franchise things HAHAHA. i know both of us are crazy, but we keep thinking how to make lots of money & finding some franchise opportunities, and suddenly i think, do i need the master title as if i can make LOTS of money *i wish* ?

soo, i am in a big dilemma right now, for sure. absolutely.
dont know what is the answer of this future question?
still focusing on my final project, hopefully the result will make me feel satisfied.
and about the study,
argh. forget it. i dont know what to do, what to talk, what to think.

still keep praying to God,
for the best plan from Him for my life =)

or anybody want to propose me to be your wife so i dont have to find a work? or we can start a new business together, eh? *im getting crazy*
nope, im just kidding. HAHAHAHA.

well, that's my thought at night before I go to sleep.
catch ya later!


.love.