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dearest blogspot, thankyou for introducing me to a whole brand new blogging thing & make me feel so comfie while I'm writing & expressing what my feelings are.

i will always remembering my blogspot~


Apparently I'm moving to tumblr guys.
http://jovanzka.tumblr.com
feel free to follow!

♥

Chloe & Jakarta Part II

and this is my most beautiful princess !
Chloe's in town until Sunday ♥
I got the picture from her grams, taken by Macbook & editted by me.

Look at this gorgeous princess!

another extended pictures will come very very soon after a dinner tomorrow & a birthday dinner on Saturday + family


xoxo ♥
J.

LADIES

and all of a sudden, I want the world knows that they're someone important in my life. Here are my super ladies. I ♥ them so much.

They are my sisters & they are my SUPERHERO. They know me the BEST. Loving them very much :)

She is Lydiaaa :) my best friend too, she knows me deeper than myself, she encourages me through her words eventho sometimes she is not using her words in her own life. Well, talking is easier than act ahahahaha :*

and this is my inspirational woman of the world :) I feel so in love everytime I talk & share problems through good things with her. She always tells me & teachs me to learn that life is tough & to know that life is not over by loosing someone else. And we like to gossip too! ahahahahaha.

and this is yovee :) my partner in thesis defense, my partner when I need someone to sleepover and tell every stories & gossips too. I love her too *smooch* Through this crazy life, we'll be a better person each day. A day is never enough to share stories from A to Z HAHAHA

and this is amei. She helped me a lot through the pain, always accompanied me when I feel lonely after I broke up. We go swimming almost everyday, then dinner at Supermall, and watch movies, and Sour Sally, and repeated again, and again and againn :) i kinda miss those moments!

and this is my 2nd family at Karawaci :) they're having special places in my heart.
..xoxo..

and this is: my junior high friends :) we love to enjoy weekend together, moving from one to another restaurants, chit chat about future, girls and boys talk etc etc. :)

i HEART you all guys!



to be continued..

Quote of the Day

Sometimes someone has to walk out of your life, for someone better to walk in.

:))

Look at this picture? I captured it with my laptop, first, I dont even realize what is going on with this picture, and then Dot reminds me to see it carefully, I don't even realize. Then finally he told me, look at the white car? I play Car Town & I put your face on the car.

I don't know as if you guys think that this is too much to say, but my big baby is way too cute. And he always knows how to make me smile. After a hard working day, I lost my bad mood :)

Thankyou big baby ♥
Remember that everything starts from a small thing.

J~

:)

I have so many dreams to achieve & YES I'm gonna make it true~

My Daddy is AWESOME.

The reason why the title of this blog is: My Daddy is AWESOME?

and the reason is: YES, HE IS SUPER AWESOME.

why?

1. Because he is having me as his most beautiful daughter :D
2. Because he raised me in beautiful & supporting environment
3. Because I never feel lack of everything, including his bundle of love for me
4. Because he loves my mom more than anyone in this world with his PATIENT.
5. Because he gave me one beautiful sister & it is enough
6. Because he works EXTRA hard EVERYDAY of his life just to give 'extraordinary' life for his family
7. Because he never stops spreading his words by showing how proud he is having me as his daughter & he never forgets to tell everybody that I got a scholarship (i know he is very proud, and I am too happy I can make you proud) eventhough sometimes it isn't important if you tell it everyday to everybody :')
8. Because he always puts God in his priority of his life that is why we never forget how important is God in our family

and many other reasons I just can't tell you one by one or I am going to cry if I write all of them & my blog will never just enough to put those words.

I am in a life crisis. Well, some of my friends too I guess. As usual, after graduated, in the middle of finding a good job, with a great environment & motivational situations and for sure with a reasonable salary.

1st try:
- working at a travel agent, well I can say one of the biggest travel agent with a good salary and I just can say, it's never enough for me. Because the efforts will never paid by the salary. working monday to SUNDAY. working at National day, NO HOLIDAY for everyday except after 1 year you got 12 days of your day off. and, I AM QUIT of this job.

suddenly lots of things came up in my mind. I know finding a job is never easy, but I really want to find a job that really fits in me, great salary with some good travelling inside the work just like one of my friend did and off course day off for national day & sunday saturday. I work at this travel, I loose my church time for almost 1 month, I loose my family time, I loose myself since I don't have much time to have me time or even skype with Dot. and I am quit of this job in the end of August. I know I will find another great job very very soon.

Since I am working, I am thinking how great is my dad. How could he finds LOTS of money for the four of us? How can I have my every year overseas holiday? Daddy, you are just so adorable. FOUR THUMBS UP FOR YOU DAD. I don't care if it seems too much, but I just can't handle myself of working and I am dreaming to be like you someday. Having lots of money, having your own working time without working in a company, travelling together with your family, I know you deserve that daddy. And thankyou for the wonderful 22 years of taking care of me.

I am not finding any job no more. I will end my work on 31st of August. And we're going to East Europe for holiday, and after that, I promise I'll find a good job for me dad. When I was on skype with Dot, we had a crazy talk, hey baby, why don't you apply a working visa and trying to find a job here? I'll help you finding a job here, so we can spend the last year me at New Zealand with you.
*thinking hard*
Really want it so bad, and starting to find a way. HAHAHAHA. and yes it is crazy & a bit challenging. We'll see later. But I am too sad to leave my parents alone at home with my dog. I mean, sister's studying at Bandung and me going overseas? it will be an empty nest + chiripa for my parents. *too sad*

I don't know what comes up in my mind, I am just writing what I feel.
And I don't know what to write anymore,
Remember that I've to work tomorrow & Sunday make me wanna puke.

and I really have to sleep, because it is late or else I'll have my bumpy feeling through the office hour.

Goodnight World~

one thing i know:
I don't need to be afraid, God is My Provider. He knows the best for me and for you guys too who read this blog.


Love, J.