The reason why the title of this blog is: My Daddy is AWESOME?
and the reason is: YES, HE IS SUPER AWESOME.
why?
1. Because he is having me as his most beautiful daughter :D
2. Because he raised me in beautiful & supporting environment
3. Because I never feel lack of everything, including his bundle of love for me
4. Because he loves my mom more than anyone in this world with his PATIENT.
5. Because he gave me one beautiful sister & it is enough
6. Because he works EXTRA hard EVERYDAY of his life just to give 'extraordinary' life for his family
7. Because he never stops spreading his words by showing how proud he is having me as his daughter & he never forgets to tell everybody that I got a scholarship (i know he is very proud, and I am too happy I can make you proud) eventhough sometimes it isn't important if you tell it everyday to everybody :')
8. Because he always puts God in his priority of his life that is why we never forget how important is God in our family
and many other reasons I just can't tell you one by one or I am going to cry if I write all of them & my blog will never just enough to put those words.
I am in a life crisis. Well, some of my friends too I guess. As usual, after graduated, in the middle of finding a good job, with a great environment & motivational situations and for sure with a reasonable salary.
1st try:
- working at a travel agent, well I can say one of the biggest travel agent with a good salary and I just can say, it's never enough for me. Because the efforts will never paid by the salary. working monday to SUNDAY. working at National day, NO HOLIDAY for everyday except after 1 year you got 12 days of your day off. and, I AM QUIT of this job.
suddenly lots of things came up in my mind. I know finding a job is never easy, but I really want to find a job that really fits in me, great salary with some good travelling inside the work just like one of my friend did and off course day off for national day & sunday saturday. I work at this travel, I loose my church time for almost 1 month, I loose my family time, I loose myself since I don't have much time to have me time or even skype with Dot. and I am quit of this job in the end of August. I know I will find another great job very very soon.
Since I am working, I am thinking how great is my dad. How could he finds LOTS of money for the four of us? How can I have my every year overseas holiday? Daddy, you are just so adorable. FOUR THUMBS UP FOR YOU DAD. I don't care if it seems too much, but I just can't handle myself of working and I am dreaming to be like you someday. Having lots of money, having your own working time without working in a company, travelling together with your family, I know you deserve that daddy. And thankyou for the wonderful 22 years of taking care of me.
I am not finding any job no more. I will end my work on 31st of August. And we're going to East Europe for holiday, and after that, I promise I'll find a good job for me dad. When I was on skype with Dot, we had a crazy talk, hey baby, why don't you apply a working visa and trying to find a job here? I'll help you finding a job here, so we can spend the last year me at New Zealand with you.
*thinking hard*
Really want it so bad, and starting to find a way. HAHAHAHA. and yes it is crazy & a bit challenging. We'll see later. But I am too sad to leave my parents alone at home with my dog. I mean, sister's studying at Bandung and me going overseas? it will be an empty nest + chiripa for my parents. *too sad*
I don't know what comes up in my mind, I am just writing what I feel.
And I don't know what to write anymore,
Remember that I've to work tomorrow & Sunday make me wanna puke.
and I really have to sleep, because it is late or else I'll have my bumpy feeling through the office hour.
Goodnight World~
one thing i know:
I don't need to be afraid, God is My Provider. He knows the best for me and for you guys too who read this blog.
Love, J.
and the reason is: YES, HE IS SUPER AWESOME.
why?
1. Because he is having me as his most beautiful daughter :D
2. Because he raised me in beautiful & supporting environment
3. Because I never feel lack of everything, including his bundle of love for me
4. Because he loves my mom more than anyone in this world with his PATIENT.
5. Because he gave me one beautiful sister & it is enough
6. Because he works EXTRA hard EVERYDAY of his life just to give 'extraordinary' life for his family
7. Because he never stops spreading his words by showing how proud he is having me as his daughter & he never forgets to tell everybody that I got a scholarship (i know he is very proud, and I am too happy I can make you proud) eventhough sometimes it isn't important if you tell it everyday to everybody :')
8. Because he always puts God in his priority of his life that is why we never forget how important is God in our family
and many other reasons I just can't tell you one by one or I am going to cry if I write all of them & my blog will never just enough to put those words.
I am in a life crisis. Well, some of my friends too I guess. As usual, after graduated, in the middle of finding a good job, with a great environment & motivational situations and for sure with a reasonable salary.
1st try:
- working at a travel agent, well I can say one of the biggest travel agent with a good salary and I just can say, it's never enough for me. Because the efforts will never paid by the salary. working monday to SUNDAY. working at National day, NO HOLIDAY for everyday except after 1 year you got 12 days of your day off. and, I AM QUIT of this job.
suddenly lots of things came up in my mind. I know finding a job is never easy, but I really want to find a job that really fits in me, great salary with some good travelling inside the work just like one of my friend did and off course day off for national day & sunday saturday. I work at this travel, I loose my church time for almost 1 month, I loose my family time, I loose myself since I don't have much time to have me time or even skype with Dot. and I am quit of this job in the end of August. I know I will find another great job very very soon.
Since I am working, I am thinking how great is my dad. How could he finds LOTS of money for the four of us? How can I have my every year overseas holiday? Daddy, you are just so adorable. FOUR THUMBS UP FOR YOU DAD. I don't care if it seems too much, but I just can't handle myself of working and I am dreaming to be like you someday. Having lots of money, having your own working time without working in a company, travelling together with your family, I know you deserve that daddy. And thankyou for the wonderful 22 years of taking care of me.
I am not finding any job no more. I will end my work on 31st of August. And we're going to East Europe for holiday, and after that, I promise I'll find a good job for me dad. When I was on skype with Dot, we had a crazy talk, hey baby, why don't you apply a working visa and trying to find a job here? I'll help you finding a job here, so we can spend the last year me at New Zealand with you.
*thinking hard*
Really want it so bad, and starting to find a way. HAHAHAHA. and yes it is crazy & a bit challenging. We'll see later. But I am too sad to leave my parents alone at home with my dog. I mean, sister's studying at Bandung and me going overseas? it will be an empty nest + chiripa for my parents. *too sad*
I don't know what comes up in my mind, I am just writing what I feel.
And I don't know what to write anymore,
Remember that I've to work tomorrow & Sunday make me wanna puke.
and I really have to sleep, because it is late or else I'll have my bumpy feeling through the office hour.
Goodnight World~
one thing i know:
I don't need to be afraid, God is My Provider. He knows the best for me and for you guys too who read this blog.
Love, J.
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