Sunday, May 30, 2010

hello Juneeeeeee

heyyyy June, well it's not June exactly :) not really a good writer because i'm not writing as other bloggers do, sharing stories & activities for the whole day, in fact, i always forget what to write today hehehe, today is my last day of work. i'm happy because the clock is ticking faster and it's almost June now :D hopefully, lots of good things will happen in this month! afraid of saying that lots of good things will happen because once I said it last year, yea it feels really good for a month and the next month it was suck. hahaha *poor me* June will be the time of everything, the time that i've to submit my final project with yovii, somehow i feel so thankful i can do the project with her because this will be our very last project to do & then byebye, and it's the time that i've to decide something important in my life, connected with my future, God will give me the best since I gave my whole life's plan to Him long long time ago. hehehehe.

what i wanna share today is my working environment, it's been a month plus today and i feel so grateful having them in my life. I work in Harvest Ministry, helping the book store & also spread God's words to other in some different ways. Happy i've met lots of new good friends and some old friends (what a small world). And this is my last day, then I've to concentrate on my thesis for the last time. Will make it very very good so I & Yovee have to work even harder ! but it's okay, we're pretty sure our hard works will be paid on the final day.

im enjoying my life now for sure, going to some good places with some good friends, i can't even explain here one by one, but will post the photos next time after i've done my work.

okay then, chop choppp, need to go back to work, been so unproductive for these past few last days. iam so sorry boss & thankyou for being so nice to me! would be very glad if I ever have another opportunity with you guys.


till we meet again,
LOVE,


Jovanzka~

Thursday, May 27, 2010

by: BJ Habibie, dedicated to his beautiful wife :')

Sebenarnya ini bukan tentang kematianmu, bukan itu.

Karena, aku tahu bahwa semua yang ada pasti menjadi tiada pada akhirnya,

Dan kematian adalah sesuatu yang pasti,

Dan kali ini adalah giliranmu untuk pergi, aku sangat tahu itu.

Tapi yang membuatku tersentak sedemikian hebat,

Adalah kenyataan

bahwa kematian benar-benar dapat memutuskan kebahagiaan dalam diri seseorang,

sekejap saja,

lalu rasanya mampu membuatku menjadi nelangsa setengah mati, hatiku seperti tak di tempatnya,

dan tubuhku serasa kosong melompong,

hilang isi.

Kau tahu sayang, rasanya seperti angin yang tiba-tiba hilang berganti kemarau gersang.

Pada air mata yang jatuh kali ini, aku selipkan salam perpisahan panjang,

Pada kesetiaan yang telah kau ukir, pada kenangan pahit manis selama kau ada,

Aku bukan hendak mengeluh, tapi rasanya terlalu sebentar kau disini.

Mereka mengira aku lah kekasih yang baik bagimu sayang,

Tanpa mereka sadari, bahwa kaulah yang menjadikan aku kekasih yang baik.

Mana mungkin aku setia padahal memang kecenderunganku adalah mendua, tapi kau ajarkan aku kesetiaan, sehingga aku setia, kau ajarkan aku arti cinta, sehingga aku mampu mencintaimu seperti ini.


Selamat jalan,

Kau dari-Nya, dan kembali pada-Nya,

Kau dulu tiada untukku, dan sekarang kembali tiada.

Selamat jalan sayang,

Cahaya mataku, penyejuk jiwaku,

Selamat jalan,

Calon bidadari surgaku…


BJ. HABIBIE

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

25 Tips for Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minute walk everyday. While you're walking, SMILE. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

3.When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,
"My purpose is to _______________________ today.

4. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants (wholefood) and eat less food that is manufactured.

5. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli & almonds #randomthings

6. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

7. Dont waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

8. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.

9. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

10. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

11. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

12. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

13. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

14. Don't compare your life with others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

15. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

16. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In 5 years, will these matters?"

17. Forgive everyone for everything.

18. What other people think of you is none of your business.

19. Time heals everything.

20. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

21. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

22. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

23. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements:
I am thankful for _________________ . Today I accomplished ______________.

24. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

25. Please forward this to everyone you care about.


:)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Happy Birthday (:

just download Adobe newest application of photos editing & it is super FUN, trying new things and this is the result :D







This is dedicated to Didot on his birthday, 10th of May 2010 =)
wishing you a very Happy Birthday, too bad you're so far away,
but still happy because i can eat the whole cupcakes !
so, this blog is especially for you on your birthday

x.o.x.o

Monday, May 10, 2010

Campus & Work~

uhhhh, been so busy lately.. dont have much time even a time for myself !
am doing my final project now & cant wait for June until i finally graduate & finish the whole thesis & everything.

not also doing the project, im trying so hard to also do a part time work near the campus, well, adding experience & knowing new friends & new environment. but it looks like day by day it's getting harder to schedule my time. i mean, going back home in the evening, showering, resting for a while, then another fight for thesis, doing the sameeee thing everydayy :( and im getting tired.

life is getting harder day by day. what will happen after i graduate & finally i've to work & doing the same routines everyday? i guess im going insane, met one of my bestesttt friend last night & she is doing that same routines everyday, for only 1 month and she's getting crazy, and im getting more afraid now! hahaha.

well, this is life, you've to admit it & go through it whatever it takes, if everyone can do it, sure i can do it better ! uuhhh eventho it's hard ;( owkay, i dont have much time, have to go back to work now hikshiks.

catch ya later !