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dearest blogspot, thankyou for introducing me to a whole brand new blogging thing & make me feel so comfie while I'm writing & expressing what my feelings are.

i will always remembering my blogspot~


Apparently I'm moving to tumblr guys.
http://jovanzka.tumblr.com
feel free to follow!

♥

Chloe & Jakarta Part II

and this is my most beautiful princess !
Chloe's in town until Sunday ♥
I got the picture from her grams, taken by Macbook & editted by me.

Look at this gorgeous princess!

another extended pictures will come very very soon after a dinner tomorrow & a birthday dinner on Saturday + family


xoxo ♥
J.

LADIES

and all of a sudden, I want the world knows that they're someone important in my life. Here are my super ladies. I ♥ them so much.

They are my sisters & they are my SUPERHERO. They know me the BEST. Loving them very much :)

She is Lydiaaa :) my best friend too, she knows me deeper than myself, she encourages me through her words eventho sometimes she is not using her words in her own life. Well, talking is easier than act ahahahaha :*

and this is my inspirational woman of the world :) I feel so in love everytime I talk & share problems through good things with her. She always tells me & teachs me to learn that life is tough & to know that life is not over by loosing someone else. And we like to gossip too! ahahahahaha.

and this is yovee :) my partner in thesis defense, my partner when I need someone to sleepover and tell every stories & gossips too. I love her too *smooch* Through this crazy life, we'll be a better person each day. A day is never enough to share stories from A to Z HAHAHA

and this is amei. She helped me a lot through the pain, always accompanied me when I feel lonely after I broke up. We go swimming almost everyday, then dinner at Supermall, and watch movies, and Sour Sally, and repeated again, and again and againn :) i kinda miss those moments!

and this is my 2nd family at Karawaci :) they're having special places in my heart.
..xoxo..

and this is: my junior high friends :) we love to enjoy weekend together, moving from one to another restaurants, chit chat about future, girls and boys talk etc etc. :)

i HEART you all guys!



to be continued..

Quote of the Day

Sometimes someone has to walk out of your life, for someone better to walk in.

:))

Look at this picture? I captured it with my laptop, first, I dont even realize what is going on with this picture, and then Dot reminds me to see it carefully, I don't even realize. Then finally he told me, look at the white car? I play Car Town & I put your face on the car.

I don't know as if you guys think that this is too much to say, but my big baby is way too cute. And he always knows how to make me smile. After a hard working day, I lost my bad mood :)

Thankyou big baby ♥
Remember that everything starts from a small thing.

J~

:)

I have so many dreams to achieve & YES I'm gonna make it true~

My Daddy is AWESOME.

The reason why the title of this blog is: My Daddy is AWESOME?

and the reason is: YES, HE IS SUPER AWESOME.

why?

1. Because he is having me as his most beautiful daughter :D
2. Because he raised me in beautiful & supporting environment
3. Because I never feel lack of everything, including his bundle of love for me
4. Because he loves my mom more than anyone in this world with his PATIENT.
5. Because he gave me one beautiful sister & it is enough
6. Because he works EXTRA hard EVERYDAY of his life just to give 'extraordinary' life for his family
7. Because he never stops spreading his words by showing how proud he is having me as his daughter & he never forgets to tell everybody that I got a scholarship (i know he is very proud, and I am too happy I can make you proud) eventhough sometimes it isn't important if you tell it everyday to everybody :')
8. Because he always puts God in his priority of his life that is why we never forget how important is God in our family

and many other reasons I just can't tell you one by one or I am going to cry if I write all of them & my blog will never just enough to put those words.

I am in a life crisis. Well, some of my friends too I guess. As usual, after graduated, in the middle of finding a good job, with a great environment & motivational situations and for sure with a reasonable salary.

1st try:
- working at a travel agent, well I can say one of the biggest travel agent with a good salary and I just can say, it's never enough for me. Because the efforts will never paid by the salary. working monday to SUNDAY. working at National day, NO HOLIDAY for everyday except after 1 year you got 12 days of your day off. and, I AM QUIT of this job.

suddenly lots of things came up in my mind. I know finding a job is never easy, but I really want to find a job that really fits in me, great salary with some good travelling inside the work just like one of my friend did and off course day off for national day & sunday saturday. I work at this travel, I loose my church time for almost 1 month, I loose my family time, I loose myself since I don't have much time to have me time or even skype with Dot. and I am quit of this job in the end of August. I know I will find another great job very very soon.

Since I am working, I am thinking how great is my dad. How could he finds LOTS of money for the four of us? How can I have my every year overseas holiday? Daddy, you are just so adorable. FOUR THUMBS UP FOR YOU DAD. I don't care if it seems too much, but I just can't handle myself of working and I am dreaming to be like you someday. Having lots of money, having your own working time without working in a company, travelling together with your family, I know you deserve that daddy. And thankyou for the wonderful 22 years of taking care of me.

I am not finding any job no more. I will end my work on 31st of August. And we're going to East Europe for holiday, and after that, I promise I'll find a good job for me dad. When I was on skype with Dot, we had a crazy talk, hey baby, why don't you apply a working visa and trying to find a job here? I'll help you finding a job here, so we can spend the last year me at New Zealand with you.
*thinking hard*
Really want it so bad, and starting to find a way. HAHAHAHA. and yes it is crazy & a bit challenging. We'll see later. But I am too sad to leave my parents alone at home with my dog. I mean, sister's studying at Bandung and me going overseas? it will be an empty nest + chiripa for my parents. *too sad*

I don't know what comes up in my mind, I am just writing what I feel.
And I don't know what to write anymore,
Remember that I've to work tomorrow & Sunday make me wanna puke.

and I really have to sleep, because it is late or else I'll have my bumpy feeling through the office hour.

Goodnight World~

one thing i know:
I don't need to be afraid, God is My Provider. He knows the best for me and for you guys too who read this blog.


Love, J.

#randomthoughts

heyheyheyhooooo,

As usual, wake up in the early morning, take a shower, getting ready for work, driving to the office, working, working overtime (sometimes), driving back home, showering again, dinner, talking with parents, browsing, skype-ing (if we've a chance), and I feel sleepy.

it's happenning almost everydayy now.
and it is BORING.
SUPER BORING.
and now I really wish 1 day for 30 hours at least :(

I need to find another job with a good salary & a good time for off day. Or please God, let me accepted in that scholarship program? I need a getaway :p

okay, too much asking. I know I've been so much blessed.
:*

#randomthoughts

♥

"something 'bout the way, something 'bout the way you look in my eyes, you make everything so damn easy, so easy that I don't have to worry, about a thing."

:)

The Sweetest Escape

I am back! It's good to be back at Jakarta :) but it is not good knowing i'll be back on work tomorrow morning. Feels like my mind still wanna go away & having some fun with friends.

Singapore was really GREAT. Lemme tell you why, because I got my LOVELY friends beside me, too bad my big baby couldn't join us, next time bebb! And I got an opportunity to see USS :D it is really greattt.. Eventho something bad happenned & I got a bit sick at the 1st day, hahahaha.. but it is all good!

Owkay, I can't say much because I am way too tired. Uploading some good pictures at my facebook, will tell ya the complete stories later if I got enough time. I need to rest, absolutely tired after gambling the whole night before we came back home, completely not sleeping but one of my friends won SGD 700! and the others won SGD 500 & SGD 180. hahahaha, so happy for you guys! It was really an ahh-maa-zingg journey & the greatest way to enjoy weekend.

Next time we'll do it again with the more time at the casino & the opportunity to do the flying slingshots, singapore flyer & Marina Sands Bay view from the top!


♥

A Part-time Job (:

feels like wanna share something that is why I open my blog :)

Life's recently:
I got accepted at Wita Tour as a part-timer for 2 months. There's probably a job opportunity there, I really want to. But i am thinking of how tiring it is, just like what I feel now: working in a high season, i mean Monday-Sunday. without off day, AT ALL. and yes, EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED. I couldn't ask for more. Thank God I got company who are my training friends last year, my work life now: 'a bit' colorful. I wish the salary given is BIGGER than I'm thinking, maybe I'll consider to work there with an extra effort.

I am graduated now, my final project is done. No more revision, no more working extra time til late just to do the project, no more uni life. A bit sad? Yes for sure. But i am stepping into a higher level of this life. And i am ready, yep, i have to! :) I never forget to give thanks for what God gives me now.

It feels like, last year when I broke up with my ex, my world falls apart, I don't see the sun's shining through my window of my eyes. And can you believe that? It was last year & it is almost a year. How could time flies this fast? Until now, I am so happy, because God granted some of my big wishes. Then I realize we just need to believe & have a little faith in it, well, a BIG FAITH for sure & pray harder!

My life's back to normal now :))

I prayed to God, I don't wanna be alone, I want to have someone special in my life, and He granted my wish. I got a boyfriend.

I prayed to God, I want to have a good score for my final project, because I work really hard to get the best score, He granted my wish, I got 88.13 or equal to A- first, I feel a bit sad because I didn't got a straight A, but the other day I realize that I've done my best and this is what God gave me, then I should be thankful, since I have a good friend to accompany me through the work of this final, so, again, Thank God!

I prayed to God, I want to have a part-time job, to add extra money for my saving. And God granted my wish, I worked at Harvest Ministry for a month, and now I am working as a part-timer at WITA Tour with a great salary as a fresh graduate.

I prayed to God (this is really big). Dear God, can I have a holiday with my family since my sister will study at Bandung & me starting my work life & I know there will be no off day for the 1st year. Can I go abroad with my family just like we always do every year at Lebaran?
and AGAIN, He granted my wishes. Oh God you are so wonderful to me! I'm asking for East Europe Tour with family and yes, we are going to East Europe, departing 7th September! Yaiiyyyyy =)

I prayed to God (still on my praying list), oh Dear God, I'm applying to be an English Teacher at an International School with a great salary & it is not so far away from home, sent the CV, and hopefully they'll give me the opportunity to work after I have my Lebaran Holiday with my family.
(Geessss, I know I am asking too much, sorry God xP ) and hopefully God granted my wishes this time.

but the saddest part is:
I couldn't join my friends' trip to Singapore because I have to process my visa & I can't take the passport to Singapore :'( *crying* I am sorry dear Lydia, Stephanie, Ryan, Yovee & others. I do hope we can arrange another trip next time. I tried to call the embassy but they say that is the rule. You guys please enjoy the trip. And soon after I got accepted at that International School with a promising salary, we can go to Singapore every month.
(Everybody, please say AMEN together with me!) HAHAHA..

Through my writing this time, I just wanna say life is so good. Thank God, thank God, thank God. I never tired saying those 2 words. Grateful! :)

Actually, I'm praying another one, oh my dear God, can you help me to reduce my weight? because these last few weeks I am eating like a pig & I gain 3 kilos. Hopefully I am not gaining any other kilos. Amin.

Sorry if I am asking too much, I always asking & I know I'm not replying in a same dose to You.. hehehehe.. Woof Woof !

life is good. God is GOOD. life is good.

another prayer:
** I do hope after I go back from family trip, nothing will change. Because last year when I had my New Zealand trip, I broke up with my boyfriend. And it is sucks! Because it is my best holiday ever & the day after the holiday, something's happenned. What a beautiful mess! Well, He gave the other one. So I won't complain anymore. I do hope Dot will always be my Dot, just like today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.**

I know you always read my blog baby, I love you so much :*

see, I am asking too much & I just couldn't stop. I have to stop.
Like NOW.

;)

enjoy readin my good thoughts of happiness.
.LOVE.

my 'SPECIAL' day !

dear blog,
i just wanna share some good thoughts during my birthday the last 2 days.

the 1st thing that makes me happy is because I know I am not alone anymore & I got someone to share my day, eventhough through a skype, Didot is always in my heartttt <3

the 2nd one, i got a birthday surprise from some of good friends, thankyou so much ! http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150222114680165

the 3rd one is, everyone's saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me! I was counting & I got more than 100 persons saying happy birthday to me, ahhh, I feel blessed & loved by all of you guys..

Here are the wishes:
- In the early morning, I got a phone call from New Zealand & someone out there saying, "Hello Birthday Girl, and so on and so on.." :) thankyou bebb..

and the other wishes :






and this is the text messages :




twitter & facebook:














thankyou everyone, you guys really made my day :)

and big thanks to:
- carissa amei
- indra wibisono
- lusiana wihardi
- rita juliyanti
- ryan novianus
- steffi dwiyanti
- suryadi oentara
- yovita gunawan

for the surprise!
love you all
mwahhhh